i have no idea why im blogging now while people are busy with their assignments , some maybe having their sweet sweet dreams on their cosy bed .

well , i've done my 3 sets letterform design for this week .
2 point perspective was like 95% completed .
left out visual book , storyboard and moral essay now .
(now means now , not including tomorrow)

i've got to admit that i am freaking stress with my studies now .
sem 1 and sem 2 seems like much more easier than this sem ?
i have no idea why i think so , but some of my classmates think that this sem is kind of relaxed .
NOT TO ME !

maybe because i aim higher than before ?
maybe because im going to major soon and i worry too much ?
maybe because others is improving while im still standing on my spot ?
maybe because i don't like perspective ?
*not maybe , virtually hate it*


i dint contact with dad for such a long times , and he called just now while im busying with my perspective .
'how are you ?'
'so what docter said about your skin ?'
'how's studies ?'
'did you drink lots of water ?'
'remember rest more and don't fall sick .'

i know my dad super sayang me .
but after those conversation , i felt that i damm useless .
cause i've been stressing , going crumbling and i grew lots of pimples !
but what appeared in my mind was like
CAN I GIVE UP ?


my brain is cracking !
i need more ideas !
Ideas , please come to mama ...


ooh yeah , and not to forget !
i've got to start saving money $$$ !
too many things i need to buy !
well , as we all knew that girls never being satisfied =)


wish my dreams come true ; muacks






PS / a random conversation between us .

' why you used your old picture ?'
'i din't cam-whore for such a long time already and im busy !'

so , sorry for using my old picture .
lack of pictures lar !