 
| Date: Wednesday, February 18, 2009 Time: 1:41 AM i started to hate my life i never thought this will happen in my life. what i mean by this is the things im doing right now, the problem im facing right now. i just realize, im not as strong or even as tough as what i always thought. well , life's like this. everything is changing without your notification. you must try your best to love it even you dont want to. this is what happened to me right now. im trying to fix it right now. i've been stressing these days. well, im the one who stressed myself. maybe i really need to learn how to enjoy my dull life. i got too many assignments, too much until i dont think i can handle all those. my life filled with tons of assignments. no more partying, outing, crazing. aww, i missed out a lots of things! anyway, im complaining here just to release my stressfulness. after that, i will back to my work, back to what im suppose to do even I DONT WANT IT! thanks for the Valentine pressie , i like it much :*) and thanks for coming over here to accompany me. yesterday was not a very good day for us. FUCK * IT firstly, a huge cockroach freak out Rong and then Yudan and William keep finding it and killed it. the very first time saw cockroach in our house, weird. second, no idea how come my house had a blackout. only my house! so after know the problem, something inside the box burned. so, TNB cant fix it also. duhhh ~ third, we went MCD since we got no place to continue our assignments and stuff. was having a great time there but not until that freakin uncle tell me those fuckin stuff. *only close friends knew what happened to us* everything is fine now, no worries =) gahhh , is already 2am now. what should i do now? 180degree Fisheye skecth first? HOA first? Moral essay? or maybe, sleep first? sigh, what a life. |