im disappointed with everything right now .
i don't understand why human can be so heartless and immoral .
these 2 month was really a bad months for me .
i can't even write out my feelings .

if people threat you nicely , of course we will threat them that way as well .
but how we going to predict and how we know that he/she will stabbed you behind ?
we cant .


i knew too many stuff which im not suppose to know .
im not feeling glad or happy because of that .
i rather i don't know anything , i rather you guys just hurt me without letting me know .
but now , i knew it .
i was like WHAT THE FUCK .
she won't do this ler , he won't say this ler
and the fact is , they did it !

okay fine , just move on .
i admit that im foolish , im stupid , im idiot im whatever you wanna call !


im not going to trust anyone anymore ,
maybe even myself .
this world was full of lies !
human are just so fucking selfish , wicked , unpredictable .





ps / the evil skin attack ; pimples keep growing
mamamiyah , FUCK IT !