dear diary, miss me?

a latest picture of me, Miss Emelyn.
still good, breathing but gained lots of weights.
life has been good, repeating the same routine as usual.
spent pretty much time in college lately due to finals.
and yes, still partying as usual as that's the way I distress.

things changed too fast and after few months, I still couldn't accept this reality.
how good if things were planed well and perfectly.
not to blame him, I never ever thought about this in my life.

I don't even dare to ask because I know that's IMPOSSIBLE.
is miracle exists? I'm think I'm gonna give up.
seriously need some new excitement, everything is so dull-ish!

goodbye dream land