i've learned my lesson now .
i will stop crying and feel sad about it start from now .
because i know that all life is an experiment ,
the more experiments you make the better .
which is also mean that im getting better too ! =)

but i will avoid it , is hard to have a true friend .
but when u found one , and he/she betray you .
imagine that kind of feeling , seriously is hurt .

i don't know what you said behind me ,
i don't know how many times you said my bad ,
i don't know that the fact is you dislike me ,
i don't know the reason why you telling my bestie all that ,
i don't know why you just can't stop your freakin bitchy mouth ,
i don't know when i started to lost a friend of mine without my notice .

i swear , i never did what you did to me before !
THANKS !
thank you for hurting me so so much .


when you wan't to get bitchy
just tell the truth and i don't care about it !
i will admit what i did .

please don't simply created some bullshits to cause misunderstanding between me and others .
human mouth was the dangerous weapon in the whole world .
seriously , i don't need a friend like this .
you should know who you are , and what you did .
stop blaming others okay , take of your fake mask !


i can forgive what you did to me , but i cannot forget .
feel like slapping you now !


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anyway , went to interview just now .
freaking nervous !
well , i believe everything should have a start .
therefore , im going to make a try .



im not talking about you , please don't simply take other's seat .


<3